I am just fine

I expected you to be home today
but I dont see your car blocking the doorway
I walked up the stairs
and realized you are never there

Though, you're not spending a night here
nobody's wasting their tears
mom said you're out of town
I guess those sweet words are dragging you down

It's such a shame you prefer unintellectual people like them
I'm not a domestic animal that can be tamed
I guess that is my mistake
that I could never learnt how to fake

you can move on to any ladies
I know everybody deserves to be happy
if our family has lost your trust
just erase all your memories that include us

don't tell me to calm down and let it go
coz i'm already an expert of doing so
I'm telling you now doesn't mean I'm a big trouble child
I'm not sad or fucked up,I am just totally fine