now it's 2 hours before my birthday..
i sit and play like i always do..
i didn't want to go home but i had to..
coz bedroom was the only place that i knew..
my mom said "get your cake and take home tomorrow"
i wonder if i did so. whose birthday would that be?
it wouldn't be mine. that's all i can see..
even the trees, they have thier own lands..
i was on the phone with my bestfriend
she still complained about her perfect life..
i talked shit to her and we almost had a fight..
coz she has a life that i think i'll never have one..
i try to leave this all behind
take some pain killers and leave myself to die
i would be such a loser if i cry
so i'll keep it all inside, let it dry within..
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